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The Great Lack

by Naseba Naru

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At the shore, early in the morning. Sitting on the cold, moist sand. Letting the last of the waves wash out bare dirty toes. Dawn is approaching. Sunlight still stays stagnantly dim. Body heat does us well instead.
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"Hahahaha, What the - hi...what is going on-..uh you feeling okay?"
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Stained Silk 04:39
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Palm Reading 04:11
Some chivalrous formalities, Embedded in anxieties. Desirous tendencies, A subtle sense of sanity, Keeps from acting up and leaving me. I have observed, The difference in, The tenderness of skin, Throughout the body's regions. And the cracks on your skull are just sutures placed in all the right places. The way our lungs work, May differ I don't smoke too much, The way our lungs work, May differ I don't smoke at all. The way our lungs work, May differ I've never inhaled monoxide straight. I have two Ms on my hands. I know a girl with Ns instead. Superstition deducts that she lacks a lifeline, And I don't, And I don't no, And I don't know What to make of it at all. Some chivalrous formalities, Embedded in anxieties. Desirous tendencies, A subtle sense of sanity, Keeps from acting up and leaving me. I have observed, The difference in, The tenderness of skin, Throughout the body's regions. And the cracks on your skull are just sutures placed in all the right places.
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I get listless, I get folds on my facial skin when I contemplate shit. There are 100,000 beats added onto this organ maintained within my chest. I could never salute you, I could never salute myself. I could never cough up blood in battle for you I pray for hell, To be cool. I stay stagnant still. Whimpering whispers from the will of a wuss , I could pass on the packing of bags on a bus, a felon in other ways counting the fallen days, I could buff you, I could bus up the whole town on the truth, I could fall in it, Let my ego erupt and jump in the trap like aha. Lesson learned, Lesson learned. Careful Abbas, you keep losing it. Steady fear mongering, Yelling Buffalo, Buffalo, Stampede is coming. Tetsuo, Tetsuo, you are my friend, you can destroy everything but you still ain't a man. I promise, I promise, I'll feel myself in the morning, No prattle about 7PM news I have work to do, Careful of the Helen Keller sights, can't let the dark rise, Another night I'm not a knight. I kinda laugh ,I got a lot of jokes. Humor me about another year done. Humor me about another year gone. Humor me about my friend apathy, Humor me about overlooking all the good things to ever happen to me, Human beings do that all the damn time, and holding regrets are just a really big waste of time. }
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Seminal balance is a purgatory must. And I find myself an indulgent of the cause. Lipstick needing ass yes you, Mortimer with the white lips, saline drips straight to the arm, Dehydration never stops till the thirst is quenched, and the only way I learnt to fix this is to make filth better for yourself, bullshitters never really aim for the wealth. Dusty sinuses and dead grandmother allergens, Pushing for wet eyed, empty throat, dry lipped, lack of pardon Dusty sinuses and dead grandmother allergens, Pushing for wet eyed, empty throat, dry lipped, lack of pardon Laughable, Sensei is only able to make me a passable student. "Don't do anything so elaborate for my sake, please." He said. Seminal balance is a purgatory must. And I find myself an indulgent of the cause. Dusty sinuses and dead grandmother allergens, Pushing for wet eyed, empty throat, dry lipped, lack of pardon Dusty sinuses and dead grandmother allergens, Pushing for wet eyed, empty throat, dry lipped, lack of pardon
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{Oh the space between my abdominals, I'd like to believe when you show me what's what. I- Oh lift your head now, I have no problem with understanding life, but, I have a problem with standing in fires yeah. Hold it out, the candle light, I don't wanna see, take it out, Live for me,} (x2) I hold my organs in my palms, fresh from a harakiri salvation. I don't need these limbs to survive, Alone I'll live, on the mountain, with my faults I'll stay, an awful lot, til my nerves work again.
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Shuffle on and love to learn all of everything, and with a heavy amount of uncertainty, I can go about my day and still get a good night's rest. And my mind's made up, But my heart's never set, And I'm made up, And we're all trying to get it, And I'm made up, And we're all tryna get in, And I'm made up, And we're all tryna get it. I'll make you see the world the way I see it, I cannot live the way I'm breathing. And, I know you're all, you're all for it. So, I'll make you understand Where this ends, Come on let's fill this space. (x2) You were once an orphan, So let me give you a home, and Confide in me, Find a lively light in life and live in glee. Can't turn and taunt and don't toughen up, Till lofts that we lived at come tumbling down. Life is not a circle , You don't get to do this again, Life is not a circle, Life is an ever moving process. I'll make you see the world the way I see it, I cannot live the way I'm breathing. And, I know you're all, you're all for it. So, I'll make you understand Where this ends, Come on let's fill this space. (x2)
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Some unlawful inquisition, And you've been knocking at my door at the wrong times, Seen you been spending it all, All of that time you been taking from everyone, Expect me to come knocking and I finna knock you over, Just pray you don't fall like the next nephilim aah. Please use your own intuition wisely. Also there is no narcissism with looking yourself over in the mirror. When you pass strangers on the street you only exchange a light gaze. Back to the home where you think you've sorted it out, Yeah and I'm full of myself, I'm full of myself, right. Too socially awkward to talk to y'all proper ah. And it's famously known that the most human thing is a mistake. So spare the rod, spare the rod, and PUNISH the child. So spare the rod, spare the rod, and PUNISH the child. But I'll just chill with my shit and sip on my aloe vera drink. And if you wanna ride with me, If you wanna take it it easy, And if you if you wanna ride with me, If you wanna take it it easy, COME ON, I ain't have no worries, I cyah ha no problems I ain't have no worries, I cyah ha no problems
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[The great lack of what you may ask,I don't know, the lack of vague necessities, unfulfilled desires, scrutiny in falling short, emptiness, the warming aesthetic of human imperfection . Long for more and make the effort to achieve it.]

This was a purely personal collection of productions made off the purpose of venting to better heights. Original length was almost 2 hours as there has never been much of thought of making this album for masses. With that in mind tolerated niche styles like playing around with harsh noise , awful singing and unfinished songs all entered this compilation in a cohesive intentional format.
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With that in mind this album is meant to be a progressive catharsis that goes through anxiety lows to crawling towards tunnels of light and getting your shit together (Like all of my releases basically) .

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released April 27, 2016

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Naseba Naru Trinidad and Tobago

為せば成る
為さねば成らぬ何事も
成らぬは人の為さぬなりけり

Previously known as HATzDaBAS: cheshirevcheshire.bandcamp.com/album/the-id-chronicles-prologue-mixtape

naseba naru
nasaneba naranu nanigoto mo
naranu wa hito no nasanu nari keri

If you try, you may succeed.
If you don’t try, you will not succeed. This is true for of all things.
Not succeeding is the result of not trying.
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